stuck in the middle....
There are times when i wish i wasn't reasonable. That i could just be unreasonable and do exactly what i want, say what i want and not care about the after effects.
Sadly no matter how mad or how upset i am I can't bring myself to willfully hurt the other person. Its irritating to be stuck between feelings of inflicting pain and the compassion aching for the hurt i am about to inflict.
This constant tug of war..leaves me in a state of pained equilibrium.
I wish i wouldn't think so much, i wish i didn't feel so much.......i wish i was cynical enough to be both.
But sadly the vicious circle continues...... more patience u think? me thinks so.
on the LOC
Monday, July 30, 2007 | by Dodo
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I was thinking of a hiking trip in Leh...u think that's good enough? hee hee
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Anonymous August 28, 2007 at 12:27 AM
apoo: sandas in the Himalayas should also do it one would think ... we need kaptan kru for that though ... i wouldn't risk it
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Sanyaas in the Himalayas shud do it.
(that might actually put you the LoC tho')